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Thanks to everyone. I know Mom is "with me" but I can't pick up the phone and talk to her and hear her voice and that is what I miss the most. With what else is going on, I just feel like I really need her and this is the first time, especially in my adult life that she hasn't been here to help me and talk to me. It is so painful.
I just get up in the morning and try to go on as there is nothing else to do. When I am feeling particularly down, I sit down and have a good cry and then I feel better. I also have a wonderful meditation book that I try to read every morning. I find that when I don't do that is when I get in trouble. I also need to write about my joy everyday, again, when I don't, life is almost insurmountable.
Anyway, thanks for listening and for the support.
Betsy
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