[labmom]

Hi to everyone. It has been a really bad winter. Aside from my Mom dying, I have something else going on that has been really hard to deal with and most days I don't like to talk much.
I am getting better but the problem is not easily solved and will go on for quite a long time.
I am sorry that I haven't been posting. I have been talking to a few people, but mostly I keep to myself. I miss my Mom so badly, especially with what is going on. It is so hard to not pick up the phone and call her and talk to her. I wish I had her here to talk to. The hole seems like it will never go away and it hurts so much at times.
I have been thinking of all of you and decided that I needed to post to let all of you know that I am still alive and kicking a little bit.
Betsy